Hiding underneath the veil of broken dreams we find her weeping
On her once white wings she will be carrying the weight of our deeds
And she bleeds for love forever gone
Drunk on shadows and lost in a lie, killing ourselves a kiss at a time
It is 3:24 in the am and my spring break begins. Listening to DarkLight and making an update, while my mind races and keeps me from the opiate of sleep. To be honest I don't want to sleep. If it were up to me I would change my sleeping habits and stay up all night and sleep all day. The only disappointment is that the only people that would be staying up with me for the most part are fruitcakes.
I wonder if that makes me one, too.
The other day I found three kittens behind our barn when I went to feed the horses. Appearently the mother had abandoned them. They were crying, and when I found them they were tiny with their eyes still closed. They coudln't have been more than a week old, not to mention about half of their umbilical cords were still attatched to their stomachs. I found two behind the barn, and followed the sound of mews to another in Red's stall. I screamed because he nearly stepped on it when he went to his feed bucket. I moved him out of the way and picked it up with the rest of the squirming little fuzzballs and carried them into the house in my shirt. After I brought them in, I warmed them up, clipped the remaning excess of umbilical cords and let them sleep. Over the past four days one of them has opened its eyes, and I have fed them kitten milk replacement through tiny bottles. They look adorable when they eat, except when they scare the hell out of me by getting the fluids up their noses and exhaling it. :/
As for my weekend before my amazing break *cough* began, it was a bit painstaking. Friday was band practice. Speaking of which, our band name, 'Self-Induced' we found, to our dismay, had been taken. So the site for the band will be shut down, and another created once we find a bad ass and origional name. After practice most of the guys went home, while Laur, TifA, and Kay stayed the night. Saturday I went to Laur's house and from there we went to her sis's place to babysit. I brought the kittens with me so I could take care of them because mom works at night and sleeps during the day, leaving her very little time to care for them. I was nearly driven insane because after I would feed them they would cry and refuse to go to sleep. I would try to feed them again and they would reject he bottle and continue to cry. Hearing them made me sad >_> That night they eventually fell asleep and I did the same as Laur waited for her sisters to get home along with Chase. Upon waking up the next morning, I helped Laur clean and rearrange Tina's place because she was moving in with her boyfriend and we wanted to help out and have something nice for them to come back to. Aaron came and picked me up and I came home and cleaned my room. Afterwards, I hooked up the harddrive Laur's bro let me keep (Thx a bunch, David!^_^) and got my comp to working again and got to talk to a few friends of mine.
Yayness!
And so it brings me back to me sitting here with a racing brain and updating. So it is time for me to sleep... Goodnight and sweet dreams to all of those who may remember them.
Yours Maniacally.
-Hold me like you held onto life
When all fears came alive and into me
Love me like you love the sun
Scorching the blood in my Vampire Heart-
