I Found Tomorrow In Today
Apocolyptic And Insane, My Dreams Will Never Change
Update
1) My time to be on the computer ends at nine
2) My time to go to bed is now midnight
This is all because I felt like being a bitch when I was woke up yesterday morning at eight and I had just gotten to sleep at five. My parents are well aware of my sleeping habits over the summer yet they continue to wake me earlier every morning. I need to sleep at least until 11 to be fully functional. Only 11, yet my parents insist that I wake up earlier. For what? There is nothing going on in our house until at least noon. So for nearly shutting a door in my dad's face for harassing me into waking up I have a 'curfew'. If I do not neglect to acknowledge my curfew, maybe it will be lifted soon. That is very hopeful thinking on my part, but it can still happen. Its Summer. what else am I going to do when I am stuck at home? And by stuck I mean my parents wanting me to stay home for a few days to spend time with them when all I do is clean or what I am doing now. They sit and watch television, and I don't like TV personally. So I go do other things. I enjoy spending time at home once in a while, but a few days doing nothing is pointless when I could be doing something more fulfilling.
I will hopefully be getting a webcam soon so I can wave to my friends and do whatever whenever I cannot visit them in person. Many people use them for revolting things such as masturbating for people they don't know. I find that to be something incredibly stupid. If you want it that bad, go look at some porn. The cam I am looking at kicks in at thirty frames per second in color with a built in microphone. I can't wait to get one. However my dad, insists that I wait to see what kind of deal I could get from a friend of his. *sigh* Alright, but if it is some mediocre box that records in black and white at about 2 frames per second I am getting my money back.
And one thing... Speaking of images... I hope mine aren't true. I hope there is a second chance or a way to turn the situation at hand around. This is one of the many dreams that I do not want to be correct. even if all of the others have, I hope for a miracle to let this one be wrong. I only want the best for you and him... all of you.
-Shallow hearts Are Those Pierced Easiest By A Vampire's Kiss-
Yours Maniacally.
