Monday, June 12, 2006

I...
I Left In A Sudden Rush And Never Said Why You
Couldn't Know That I Had No Goodbyes


I believe it is time for an update...
I am currently staying at Becca's place. I am enjoying myself because I haven't seen Becca in a while and I have missed one of my favorite people. Other than that it serves the purpose to free me from the house. I had stayed there for a little over a week, with the exception of the other day, and it was driving me insane. The exception is that I did,in fact, get out of the house, but it was in exchange for my Aunt's house. I love my Aunt, and as I've mentioned before, I don't mind spending time with my family once on a while but I do not enjoy having to endure and resist from strangling my cousin due to his overly perverse and immature personality. He is around half a year younger than me, yet in character there seems to be several year's difference. As for my uncle, I can only explain it in the way that I do not appreciate his company. I actually regretted waking up in that house that morning, but I helped them with their yard sale and returned home that afternoon to my relief. The day after that I arrived here.

Becca's family is getting a pool, and it should be completed within the span of a week. The pool is installed and already has running water, and the only incomplete portion of it is the cement to go around and stabilize the pool shell and diving board. I have to admit that even though I may not own it, I too am excited.

As for any other plans or events I may have in mind, my agenda is blank. I had intentions of going to see Redefine Conflict's gig at the Blue Tomato July 1st. As far as that goes, I am not allowed to go. I had cleared the matter with my mom, and had my brother as a way out there and for company, not to mention I had also asked a friend if he would consider joining me. I had my entry charge covered, and everything was a go until it came time to ask my dad. To say the least, his answer wasn't the least bit of a suprise but it was devastating all the same. Going to see the gig is one of the few things of any magnamity that I would like to do over the summer. If I don't get to do anything else of that nature, I at least want to be able to see Redefine Conflict play for that night. Otherwise I can just continue to do what I have done all summer so far, spend time with my friends and chill. But, like many other things, the privilege to go has been denied. Mom said she would try to talk to him and get the matter settled, and I am wishing for the best.

My webcam is set to be delivered today. Seeing as I am not home, I do not know if it has been, but I am hoping. My only disappointment on that end is my curfew. I will not be able to use it too very often but I admit it is better than not having it at all. I would like to be able to use it now but I am not all that ready to return home. I do not want to go back to a curfew and bedtime of midnight just for my cam when I can enjoy being here with one of my closest friends and staying up with her until my preferred bedtime of five. Which, by the way, I will be off doing. To all of you that remember them, sweet nightmares.

-Shallow Hearts Are Those Pierced Easiest By A Vampire's Kiss-

Yours Maniacally.


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