Saturday, July 15, 2006

And I Don't Want The World To See Me
Cause I Don't Think That They'd Understand
But When Everything's Meant To Be Broken
I Just Want You To Know Who I Am

UpDaTe.

Realize that, for the duration of this entry I am typing with one hand. This is because with my other hand I am holding my new 3 foot pet ball python, Lestat, and I don't want to disturb him while he's relaxing. As for my update, not too much has gone on for me. I have wanted to go places and get a job within the remainder of the summer, but unfortunately that oppourtunity is slipping by like blood through my fingers. I put in an app at ABs as I said before, but I don't think anything will come of it. Ah well. Harvey's, here I come.

As for today, I have done a few things. I met Damion for the first time in person today. He's a pretty awesome guy. I'll leave it as simple as that. Another thing is that I realized how much rental blades blow it out the ass. I left my blades in mama's van from the last time we went skating, and the van is currently in the shop. Which meant I had to use rentals. Those things stink like hell. But on a lighter note, I also saw Raymond today, which suprised me. I actually hadn't expected him to come to the rink today. But in this case, it is always a more than pleasant suprise. I saw him shortly before he left to Katie's birthday. Here's to wishing her a happy seventeenth. But other than that my day hasn't exactly been eventful.

Neither has the rest of my week.

I am hoping that there is something more to be held onto before my summer comes to a screeching halt in the face of educational regulations. IE- School. Don't get me wrong, I really would like to go back to school, simply because it gives me something constructive to do and I get to see my friends, but I am ill-prepared for it. The goal of being able to get new clothes from school is inching slightly closer, but not fast enough. Not to mention my stating the want to do something more with my summer before it ends. Another oppourtunity that is slipping by with time. Gives me an empty feeling of knowing that I could have done more. Some say its a premonition of sorts to want to enjoy what time you have because it is limited...

Let's hope thats not the case.

And even if my time were to be limited, there are only a few things I would want done. I suppose those would be fulfilled before I would pass anyway, seeing as they say you only die once you have done what you are meant to do. I am hoping that some of my dreams are what I am meant to do also. Otherwise I have no idea what I am here for. Speaking of death, I must go now and slip into a sleep of sorts so I can rest up for my day tomorrow. To all of those who remember them, sweet nightmares.

-Shallow Hearts Are Those Pierced Easiest By A Vampire's Kiss-

Yours Maniacally.


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