Do Unto Others
What Has Been Done To You
Happy Fourth!
Well, sort of. Mine was like any other day, with the exception of a sparkler. Hopefully most people had a nice Independance Day. Its the reason we are not a huge mass of conformists following the Catholic religion or whatever. Nuns are cool and all, but only in small amounts O_o
I need a job. Badly.
Hopefully I will have a job at the local barbeque place here in town. I was actually going to turn in an application for a job at Harvey's, but after a moment of serious thinking it seemed less than appealing. I still have the application filled out and everything, but I am reserving it for the prospects of not getting a job at AB's. However the thought that crosses my mind that is if I can't even get a job at a place as simple as AB's then what are my chances of working at Harvey's? So luck on AB's barbeque.
My main goal and reason for wanting a job so badly is so that I can afford to get some decent clothes for school before it starts back up. I'm not really looking for anything extravagant, but for something with more lace and a little bit of a more flattering fit than the tees that I so often wear. Of course, to my parents disappointment, the clothes will have a 99% probability of being prodominantly black. I may throw in some silver accent or blue, something nice, but I will stick to black for the most part.
Its just my color.
Speaking of colors... I have come to the conclusion that I do not favor a friends company any longer because of their behavior. After spending time with her I had become more and more aware of how exorbitantly immature she is. Not to mention as of recently her true colors have begun to show, and it is far from pretty. It is such a tragedy when things are only beautiful on the outside. Like photographs that hold a bad memory, or just the person in them. I usually burn things like that, but unfortunately a human body doesn't burn as easily as paper, nor do I want the hassle. Excuse me, pyro kicking in... But after a continuous flood of 'fuck you' and 'I hate you' I tend to stop listening. I am beyond reasoning, and actually don't care for it at this point. I have made my point, I have made my reasoning, and they have been cast aside. But theres the question. Out of so many miniscule things they seem to add up so quickly, do they not? Then they aren't so small anymore. Especially if you are willing to lose friends that are close for a matter over the internet. Maybe you'll understand later and stop resorting to holding a grudge against someone because you have nothing else to blame. Not to mention the usage of the word 'love' to describe your feelings for anyone who pays close enough attention for a desired amount of time. If you really knew what love was, you would realize that it pretains to one person, and it is not something you fall in and out of so easily. Maybe another thing you will come to realize sometime soon. Until then I have some advice:
Grow up.
*Sigh* Too much bullshit for my liking. And with that, I am finished. I am not going to worry about a situation that isn't worth it to begin with, simply because of the fact that history will only repeat itself until something comes to terms. It won't be me. I am happy where I am at. Now that I have spattered my thoughts across the canvas of cyberspace, I am going to get some rest.
-Shallow Hearts Are Those Pierced Easiest By A Vampire's Kiss-
Yours Maniacally.
