This Is Necessary, This Is Necessary
Life Feeds On
Life Feeds On
Life Feeds On
Life Feeds On...
Time for yet another update.
At the moment I am feeling rather... disappointed. I have managed to go the entire week with no contact from Ray. This is because his computer is dysfunctional and he is no longer able to use it, and because I, like a moron, did not bother to call. I didn't because I think I had the belief that he would A) Have his computer fixed within the week, or B) Be able to borrow Evan's laptop.
Neither have happened so I have in turn not been able to have any contact from him for the entire week. I tried calling earlier tonight, but the phone simply continued to ring before being severed by the usual mechanized voice of the answering machine. I never leave messages, but I actually wish I had.
I feel guilty for not trying to talk to him sooner. Not guilty for not talking to him, but guilty for wanting to talk to him so badly, but never managing to push hard enough to do so, for waiting to see if I had to push that piece when I should have done it in the beginning. I wonder where he is right now...
Yours Maniacally.
