Here's The Day You Hoped Would Never Come
Don't Feed Me Violence
Just Run With Me Through Rows Of Speeding Cars
(Its Okay By Me, Its Okay By Me
It's Okay By Me, It Was A Long Time Ago)
It's strange to see the same sky that hung overhead over a year ago, but to also be able to know how much things have changed in that amount of time. From times I wanted to go to sleep and never wake up again, or to be able to destroy any memory that I ever held of him to now... to now, where I am glad that I held on to what I did and what I believed in because I have anything I could ever ask for. I never knew it was even possible to feel as strongly for anyone as I do him. There are often times when I look at him and feel as if my heart will burst from how happy I am to just have him there, and to know that at one point in time I thought it was impossible.
I still find myself just touching his face to know that he's there, and that he's still real...
I rest my head on his chest just to hear his heartbeat, to hear him breathe and know it's really not a dream...
It's all there.
My heart breaks every time I see him go, but I find consolation in knowing that he will be able to come back to me in a matter of time. I never believed that the day would ever come that I would be able to know that I am his to come back to, and believe it. I am hoping to see him again in a matter of days...
But in the meantime I find it incredible how terribly I miss him.
Perhaps I'll see him sooner in my dreams...
-Yours Maniacally.-
