Alone This Holiday
I wish I knew what to do with living...
And those who are closest me...
And those not so close...
And myself.
I sit and wonder what I've been looking at. I wonder if I could just try hard enough to see, maybe I could make sense of it all, and maybe find a shape.
If I tried hard enough, I could hear the thoughts and actions, and maybe be able to decipher something from it. Maybe make it into something useful.
I then sit and wonder if it is just me that doesn't understand.
I wonder if I am trying to catch something that is already long gone, forgetting.
Forgetting me.
Or if it is just I that have forgotten myself.
I wonder, I think, I hope, I question, I doubt.
And then, nothing.
-Yours Maniacally.-
Yauwza...
Did you do that?
Its pretty good.
Sorry to hear that things arn't really going the right way with you.
But..
I Lubber jewz!!!
I'm here if you need to talk!
Loves, TifA