When I've hit the point of not wanting anyone to touch, talk to, or even look at me, you're the only person I can think of to keep me from just fading off into forever.
I wish I could talk to you, but even that's difficult for me.
My heart seems to be betraying me, and I don't mean that in some romantic, metaphorical sense. I can literally feel my heart fuck up and trip over itself every once in a while; my pulse does whatever it wants, resulting in headaches, dizziness, and -lately- faintness. To say I'm frightened would be an understatement. I try not to freak out when it happens because it only makes it worse.
