I could never forget you.
I've never wanted to.
I'm caught between trying to make everything as it is work, and I can't tell if it isn't just out of sheer stubbornness because I don't see many other reasons.
Sometimes it's out of self-preservation, sometimes it's because I think it's what I should be doing, and sometimes it's just because it seems like it's the path of least resistance.
Things are changing, and will continue to.
Just not fast enough for me, I guess.
